Tuesday, September 25, 2012

rosak lagi~

Assalamualaikum.
it was quite a malang day..
haishh!!


1. gula2 kapas x dijual di kedai asas
2. laptop pink tu rosak, buat sakit hati btul!!
3.bila rosak, x dapat nak study PC.
4. me waited fr an hour??

so, let's talk abt the first one.
diri ini tetiba rasa nak sangat makan gula2 kapas,
tapi cari2 kat kedai asas x jumpa plak..
haishh!
bila la baru dapat makan.. :(


kali ketiga laptop ni rosak.
annoying punya netbook.
orang lain pn pakai netbook yg sama,
tapi xde pape pn..
mungkin sebab kaler pink kowt??
pink kan cepat rosak..haishh~

dan cadangnya nak baca la pasal PC
untuk exam hari ni...
tapi pdf yang di-download tu ada dalam
netbook yang hampeh..
dalam kesibukan menangisi hal netbook rosak,
dan report yang hilang,
terlupa sudah diri ini perlu study.. :(

dan semalam,
I telah menunggu selama sejam,
semata-mata kerana nasi goreng,
i think i've changed ke, huh??
so, don't call me N, then?
call me, stranger??
haha!!


ouh2,
minggu depan kowt??
ada ujian kawad pulak..
memang pasti gagal je la kan??
saya mana la tahu kawad..
mungkin patut minx tunjuk ajar sesiapa kowt??
haha!!

pape pn,
harap dapat lulus pertolongan cemas ni..
walaupn x study..
hehe~

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

Monday, September 24, 2012

hampeh~

Assalamualaikum.
hampeh betul la N ni..
haha!! XD

alhamdulillah,
i'm healthy again..


walaupn begitu,
kesan2 kemerahan hidung masih ada,
haishh~
macam badut saja..
dah la saya agak tidak berani (bukan takut la)
dengan benda alah tu.. XD

anyway,
rasa nak makan gula2 kapas la..
mana yek nak cari??
hari tu x jumpa kat melaka.. :(
sedihh3..


ouh ya!
esok ada ujian pertolongan cemas.
apa benda ntah..
harap la objektif..
saya ni memang xde harapan la
nak membacanya..

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

p/s : tetiba muncul pulak bekas bestfriend saya..
       tah pape...

Saturday, September 22, 2012

feverish~

Assalamualaikum.
having fever is ain't that great.
got used to it
coz i always fall sick
every fortnight..haishh~


as usual,
where there's fever,
the cold and the cough come altogether.
which is quite sickening fr me,
huhu~
it's a complimentary set of fever.

but3,
orang cakap,
sakit boleh menggugurkan dosa,
insyaAllah,
jadinya, saya akan bersabar la..hihi!!


lagipun,
sepatutnya petang ni dah baik da..
sebab selalunya,
without taking the meds,
the fever only last for a day,

then came the cold..
wonder why it's taking a longer time..
maybe, something is not really right with me la..
haha!!

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anyway,
been watching ttby until episode 12 already.
it's a nice drama,
coz it's based on hana kimi..
but as usual, that doesn't happen in real life.
haishh!

but somehow,
i feel like the actors are somewhat pathetic.
i mean, the storyline itself la..
why is it so hard to say,
"i like you" or even "i love you"
to the person that u love..


and also,
when someone give love to u,
why don't u just accept it,
why didn't u just give and take??
and on top of that, the guy is quite rich kowt?haha!
why should u choose the one that u like,
instead of someone who has been liking u..

i don't get it la..
what's with love, anyway??
i seriously, don't get it..
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anyway,
pergi ke bandar berjalan-jalan,
minum cool blog seorang diri,
beli roti untuk dimakan,
beli supplement pasti x habis nanti..
haha!!

maaflah,
x berbakat nak cipta2 pantun..
harap maklumlah ye..
pape pn,
da lama x minum cool blog,
sedap la juga..


but i wonder why,
choc oreo yang slalu diminum,
tetiba rasa pelik pula..
maybe because of the fever kowt?
is it?i'm not really sure la..

hmmm.
so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)



Thursday, September 20, 2012

deactivated~

Assalamualaikum.
masalah timbul bila,
pandai deactivate,
tapi x pandai nak activate kan balik..

lantak ar fb tu..
tapi bosan la pulak
x dapat nak share pape..
lalala~

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

blackmail~

Assalamualaikum.
hmmm..
let me start my post with a question..
what's a big deal about a passport-sized pic?
i mean,
it's just a pic pn..
and it's u alone..
durh~


it's not like anyone can slander u using tht pic,
right?

and another thing that people forget,
N can't be blackmailed..
i don't think i have any skeletons in the closet,
OR did i?

anyway,
slept early last night.
hahaha!
my plan going to the stadium
was ruined, seriously!


gotta go now.
the hall's calling.
so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

Tuesday, September 18, 2012

to the beautiful you~

Assalamualaikum.
had a boring day..phew~
watched ttby until episode 4 already..
N!!!
spm is around da corner la..
truk betul..


anyway,
i get to contribute something as an ahli bitara.
the most easiest work to do,
among all..
haha!!
but what makes it hard is that,
kesusahan membaca tulisan orang lain
yang ingat alamat diorang tu memang senang dieja..


ketensionan hidup untuk menterjemah tulisan.
saya bukannya terer sangat baca tulisan orang..
adoiyai!!
bt anyway, i like the job.
it's fun..haha!!
walaupn jalan2 je kerjanya..ngee~

anyway,
i should start study la..
but not tonight..
tomyam makes me sleepy..
and gonna fell asleep in a few minute.. ;)

ouh.
before that,
let me share a secret..
i, sometimes become very egoistic..
in the case of i don't want to
take other people help OR
wtv la..

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih.


Monday, September 17, 2012

what a nightmare~

Assalamualaikum.
slept early last night..
the moment we arrived home,
i quickly get into the tilam la..
haha!!


while the shawl is still on,
and the baju kurung too,
coz i didn't get to change last night..
was too sleepy, seriously..

and x sempat basuh kaki,
that's why la dapat nightmare..
phew~


i hope that wouldn't happen la..
i seriously don't want to lose any friend anymore..
O Allah, pliz make this wish come true.
and pliz grant us straight a + in our spm..
amin!! :)

anyway,
because of the nightmare,
i woke up quite early hari ni..
and send a text..
just to make sure that the person is alright.
hahaha!!


and got a quick reply..
so, it's good la coz nothing happen..
alhamdulillah! :)

i don't want to have any regret
when something happen.. :D

ouh2,
dan hari ni,
ada orang nak datang rumah..
my atuk2 sedara, insyaAllah..


since my nenek and my along xde,
so it's me la kan yang kena kemas rumah..
as usual, bila saya TER-rajin sikit,
something will happen..
selalunya pinggan, mangkuk dan etc akan pecah la..
haha!!
that's why i can't be too rajin..
it's like a package kowt??
ngee~

anyway,
so,da~
sekian, terima kasih.. ;)

Saturday, September 15, 2012

my name is....

Assalamualaikum..
so, here i am..
again..
talking to myself..
as usual..


so, here goes the story..

#le conversation in the car

"eh, angah! nama mu ada 'h' ke xde??"

"eeeeee...ada la..da 17 tahun, x kan x tahu lagi.. :( "

my name is N....
with the 'h' pliz??
without H sounds really weird, to me.
haishh~

last 2 years,
my dad asked me the same question,
huhu~

and ada lah this one person.
sometimes, he spell my name w/out 'h'.
dear, pliz...harap maklum la yek??
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anyway,
took a pic.
purple dan hijau tak boleh bersama.
saya suka purple.
panda suka hijau ( daun buluh ).
so, that's why
i can't be panda..

thanks to this memerang,
yang dah lama sangat hidup..
u really have to know that,
it's illegal for me to become a panda..
haha!!
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ouh2..
so my ibu bought this thing fr me.
i eat it coz it says coklat minda..
i like coklat, as everyone knows..
coz i don't like to take supplement..
but my ibu wants me to.. :)
(tried spirulina, shaklee and examo,
 u name it la, but still, i don't like it..)

hmmm..
it says that,
kanak2-1 biji sahaja
orang dewasa-2 biji sahaja


so, i pun makanlah 1 sahaja
setiap hari di waktu pagi

then, my parents macam pelik la,
nak dekat 2 bulan x kan tak habis2 lagi..
sebab dia cam ada 60 biji..
hehe..


betullah kan??
N ni kanak2 la..
mana boleh makan macam orang dewasa..
nanti overdose coklat..
hehehe..

anyway,
quite a long entry...
sukahati la..
it's my diary,
my blog,
and, my RULE..

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)

Friday, September 14, 2012

trial spm 2012~

Assalamualaikum.
Alhamdulillah...
what needs to be done,
is DONE!!

so, as usual..
here goes my reflection

BM
quite blank there..
can't really write more..
haishh..


BI
well, it's english,
tolongla faham..
obv, hard fr me to score la kan?

MT
idk what i've been studying
that i forgot some part
and become careless too

SEJ
Alhamdulillah.
but, i don't aim really high pun..
my mind is not the same as the computer has..
wait, so there's a thing called computer's mind??

PAI
ok..
i don't have enough time to study..
huhu~
been studying sejarah during the weekend la..


PHY
paper 1??
don't ask..
it was a disaster..haha!!
paper 2??
even worse...
idk what is it about,
really!!

BIO
hmmm..
just treat it as if it ain't that hard
when it usually really really is...
i was stressed that i laughed
at the end of the exam,
making people thinks that i'm crazy

CHEM
it was fun at first,
but then the hardest among the harder came..
phew~

                  did this but actually,



AM
i thought that i was dead..
this paper is really very really very hard..
it was suffocating to answer everything.
didn't answer almost every last part of
every question..haishh~

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anyway,
the aim keep changing week by week..
day by day..
time by time..

at first,
i was hoping for straight a+
but after having a few papers,
my aim is to just get straight a's..

and it the end,
i hope that the worse that i'll get will be,
A-
nothing less than that..
insyaAllah..

so,da~
sekian, terima kasih.. ;)

_____________________________________

bila saya stress, saya akan,
1.lari jauh2 dari orang ramai
2.one-two-punch
3.makan banyak2..

p/s : ibu saya kata saya dah makin gemuk..
       haha!!x kisah pun...janji gembira..
       lalala~

Monday, September 10, 2012

iPod~


Assalamualaikum.
So, it was a terrible night.
Cried until there’s no more tears.
Bengkak pada mata sangatlah teruk.
Membuatkan diri ini terpaksa guna fake specs.


Kehilangan i-pod membuatkan saya terfikir
Sesuatu benda yang kita terlampau sayang tu
Akan ditangisi bila dah hilang je.
Tapi, bila dia ada,
Kita guna, main campak2 je..

dan peristiwa ini membuatkan saya agak
ke-emo-an sikit..
haishh..
tp sebenarnya saja je nak timbulkan kesan dramatik..
haha!!
act, xde la nak sedih sangat...
but, faham2 la..
imbalance of hormone..huhu~


dan pagi sabtu, 
pergi ke sekolah dengan abah saya,
mencari ipod,
masa tu dah putus harapan..
dan hari ni,
abis bio,
harapan mula timbul kembali..

saya pun pergilah k2 untuk mencari ipod kesayangan.
alhamdulillah!!
berjaya bersatu kembali..
dan disebabkan agak beremosi yek,
membuatkan menangis kegembiraan juga la..
haha!!


Anyway, da~
Sekian, terima kasih. ;)

allergy~


Assalamualaikum.
So, here’s the story..
The first part happened on Monday,
When I was walking alone as usual,
to the kedai asas..


then, there’s these bros at the bus stop.
Sibuk nak berbasa basi pula..
Orang nak cepat,huh~

They asked le name,
So I just said farhana..
Usually I used lily..
But I was catching up with time..
So, malas nak fikir..

Part 2,
I was hungry and went to the café to buy
Maybe, mee goreng?takeaway je pun..
While reading some pai notes,
A bro came and here’s the conversation..


adik ni farhana kan?

hmm..kenapa?

adik ada phone tak?ada kawan abang ni
  nak kenal

oh.saya duduk asrama la,tak boleh bawa..

Penipuan kali pertama..

kalau abang panggil kawan abang tu
  duduk sini boleh?

and I was thinking..
macam xde meja lain je pn..
but I replied anyway,

oh,saya cam sibuk ni..lain kali ke??

Penipuan kali kedua..
Ingatkan, nak je cakap tak berminat..
Tapi, orang zaman sekarang kan..
Ramai dengki2 belaka..
Tapi saya x menuduh la dlm hal ni..
Cuma berjaga-jaga saja..


Dengki sikit,
Mulalah santau la..
Simbah asid la..
Haishh~
X taulah apa yg x puas hati sangat..

Dan disebabkan I felt insecure,
Saya pun berdoa la agar ada orang datang…
Phew!!alhamdulillah..
dan tetiba nampak la kelibat kawan2..
Ada gak penyelamat..haha!!

Tetiba teringat peristiwa last year.
Ada lah seorang ni nak menghantar santau kepada saya.
Astaghfirullahalazim..
Nauzubillahiminzalik la..


Nasib baik la ada classmates yang baik lagi budiman.
Tolong la backup..
Lpas tu tolong ajar cara2 nak hindar dari disantau..
Alhamdulillah..

It’s not like saya ni gedik2 nak bagitahu semua orang.
But u see, I have this anxiety that,
Who knows what might happen to me kan?
So, pliz…
If I’m not acting like the usual me,
Then, something is wrong..
Tolonglah ubati saya ye..terima kasih.. ;)


Minx no phone tu,
Not a big deal sangat..
But when that person knows your name,
And recognize your face,
That’s creepy…
(setelah beberapa hari kowt..
Saya telah lupakan kisah di bus stop tu)

Main point is,
Saya memang x suka nak kenal2 ni..
Unless there’s any purpose la..
Bukannya sombong,
But it’s an allergy..
Saya agak geli dengan the situation..

So,da~
Sekian, terima kasih.
Thanks fr listening.
I don’t want to live a creepy life.
I only want to be happy, insyaAllah! ;)

Sunday, September 2, 2012

messing around~

Assalamualaikum.
so, it was the first time i masak 
kuah spaghetti..
sedap kowt!!

     something macam ni la..tp my kuah lagi sedap 
     kowt?sebab ada chicken ball dan mushroom.. 

ye la,
saya boleh dikatakan amat jarang
memasak kalau kat rumah..
macam x pernah je kowt??

stakat goreng ayam,
buat nasi goreng dan blablabla
tu adalah kerja mudah..


dan kalau saya memasak pn,
mesti lah ada parents dan yang lain2,
itu dinamakan tolong masak sama2.
but yesterday??
i buat sorang2 je kowt..
resepi pn frm internet.

nasib baik la kuah dia masak..
kalau x masak betul2,
makan kuah mentah la...

alhamdulillah...
sedap3..
ingat nak simpan dalam fridge
dan makan hari ni..
tp telah dihabiskan oleh adik i pula..


dan petang smalam juga,
try ar buat puding kastard berkuah
sedap memang la sedap,
tapi resepi dia terkurang air,
so tidak selembut selalu..

saya sangat suka puding2 ni..
nanti next time balik nak try buat triffles plak..
macam sedap kan??

    ala2 cmni ar benda alah triffles tu..

maklumlah kalau makan yang orang lain buat,
rasa dia kurang sesuai dengan tekak den ni ha..
kurang manis la...
tak berlemak la..
kurang susu la..
masin sangat la..
haishh~
macam2 la kritikannya..

anyway,
sej x abis study lagi.
phy pn sama..
xpe2, saya akan dapat kan bantuan seseorang
untuk physics tu..
hehe..
ouh3..kecuakan bermaharajalela..


so,da~
sekian, terima kasih. ;)